January 2011
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Maybe that was his reality check. I hope.
Something great MIGHT have happened last night, but I’m unsure. I’m hoping it turns out for my benefit. Basically me and my friends went to several house parties to hang out with different groups of friends. When I was leaving one party, my cousin pointed out to me that one of my friends and my ex-boyfriend were getting into a little argument in the driveway. I hadn’t seen or...
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Apartment hunting!
One of the things I’d like to do in the near future is move out on my own. I was killing some time this morning by looking at some potential places online. Besides me wondering why are ugly apartments always the ones to offer free wireless internet… I’m trying to figure out how are you gonna list REFRIGERATOR as an amenity for an apartment!? LOL, I know it adds value to the place, but...
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"I don't judge people."
Slight pet peeve of mine: I hate when people say they don’t judge. People say that whenever it fits the appropriate time or place. This whole “you cant judge” thing is a big misconception. You can. You will. You did already. It sounds nice, but if you have opinions, YOU JUDGE. It’s not a big deal… we all discriminate on some level. It doesn’t always have to be associated with...
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Just a thought.
When you stop to think about it, it’s actually quite depressing to know that you can never feel the joy of being a child again. I mean, I know you CAN feel it, but you never really realize that you only live each day once until those days are so far gone. It’s somewhat of a trade-off because I guess you get the joy of being older, wiser, and experienced. Perhaps when your life is filled with...
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Don't lie to me about things that can be...
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Curiosity.
You know that feeling where you’re actually satisfied with something and you want a little bit more… but you don’t wanna push it? You’ve got a good hand, but you’re not sure if you wanna get another card? Maybe. It’s something like that. Sometimes I just haaaaaaaate curiosity. It’s like temptation. That feeling of wanting to know something. It kills me when you’re not suppose to learn...
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Sometimes I have thoughts that even I don’t...
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I consider my mind as a place.
I feel it’s like a bit of a separate world. I sometimes get so absorbed in it and it’s kind of difficult to get out of it sometimes. Usually it’s a case of thinking too much, but sometimes I don’t even think there. I’m just THERE… existing. I’m not really sure what I’m doing, but when I’m outside of my mind a bit, I’m happier. I’m functional. I’m paying a little bit...
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Save the excuses.
I think it’s pointless when a person tries to come up with excuses or reasons to justify doing something that normally wouldn’t be a positive thing to do. Justification isn’t just an explanation of why or how something happened. It’s more like trying to turn something that you know is negative into a positive for all the wrong reasons. If you think about it, when have you ever had to justify...
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Sabotage.
I really need to be more positive. Beginning to end. Sometimes I think I secretly like having problems because it gives me something to work at. I can thankfully say I don’t have many bad days at all, but it seems like when a day is going great for me or when I’m actually happy in a certain situation, there’s always that one part of me that doubts it will last. I feel like I deserve to be happy,...
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I'm fascinated by children.
I love to observe their behavior and how their minds work. I’ve notice something lately that’s very admirable. I think children love the idea that there are different viewpoints and different words for things and different worlds. They’re not afraid of learning. The more that they explore and pretend to be other people, the harder it is for them to hate them and misunderstand...
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Story of my life.
You take the person you like. Then you take the scenario you would like to happen. You begin to plan it out in your head. After a while, you get all confident because this could really work. You put that idea into action. You try to do everything that you did in your head. And guess what? Everything just goes WRONG. Blah. Story of my life.
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I just had a dream that I was sleeping....
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Whenever someone complains to me about how I did...
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This is as good as it gets.
There will be days when the whole universe seems to make everything fall together in all the right places. It’s damn near perfect. It’s almost as if it happens just for you in your favor, but it’s actually just your heart and mind trying to fool you. And in these days, don’t fight it. Allow yourself to be fooled. Go with the flow. Enjoy the moment. ♥
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Don't add insult to injury.
I really hate it when people make a comment to indicate that they are worse off than you in some way or another. That’s like a kick to the gut when you’re already bent over with a bloody nose. Yes, some people actually do have it worse. That’s a fact, but you still need to respect someone else’s struggle. We’re all hurting in some way or another, and by making one person’s...
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I wonder...
This is so weird hahahaha, but let’s say you’re home alone and it’s just you and your pets. You take a shower and go to your room to get dressed and your dogs are staring at you as you walk around naked. Do you think they notice a difference between people fully clothed and naked? Are they jealous that people can put on new fur every day? Or what? Yeah… the things that cross my mind.
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Soulmates.
I just don’t believe in the traditional idea of “soulmates” that some of us were fed when we were growing up. I know what it feels like to be caught up in the idea of being with one particular person or waiting for them to come into your life. At the same time, to believe that there is a single perfect person made just for us that completes us absolutely makes no sense to me...
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There's a reason behind everything.
I was just thinking about how the human brain works sometimes. It tends to work its way around doing the right thing when it really matters… like those situations that don’t seem like a big deal in your eyes at the moment, but they are in the long-run. In the end, you end up so short of where you wanted to be or could have been. It’s all due to missed and mishandled opportunities.
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"I'm fine. It's okay. I'm used to it."
I notice some people have mastered the art of telling people that things are okay when they’re actually not. When you don’t cry or express your feelings, people often mistake that for strength and perfection. That couldn’t be farther from the truth. It takes some strength to admit that things are fucked up or that a situation is out of your hands. Hiding your emotions all the time and stifling...
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Whn u typ ur txt mssgs like dis, ur rlly only...
WTF? I don’t have time for that.
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Hey everyone. You can always go back to using the...
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Everybody doesn't want you to win. Some people...
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When it comes to competition, it's always me...
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Hey everyone. You can always go back to using the...
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2011: Same shit, different digits.
Quit acting like January 1st is going to be any different than Decemeber 31st. The only change that will occur is the date.
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Hostage or not, sometimes it's just nice to be...
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Hostage or not, sometimes it's just nice to be...
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It's frustrating when you know exactly what...
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When you have to say goodbye.
There’s been some people in my life that had destructive and unreasonable qualities. Even though they hurt me or disappointed me constantly, I made excuses to keep them around. I realize I did this because I cared so much about them. More than I did for myself. People from the outside looking in are quick to say “let them go” as if it’s that easy. It’s not. You’ve gotta...
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I like hugs.
I think we all need to have some kind of healthy, non-sexual physical interaction with one another. The great thing about a hug is that you can receive what ever you need from it. Romantic or not, it’s nice to have someone show that they love you in any way. There’s a sense of comfort and protection. You may not even have to ask for a hug or you may not really need one, but it usually makes you...
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Maybe I take us too seriously.
You and I. Do you take us as seriously as I do? I don’t think you do. Sometimes I think you don’t care at all. About us, about me. Especially about me. When I think about you, I want to smile and be excited. When I actually do think about you, it’s easier to cry. You make me unhappy… and I let you make me that way. Why? I don’t know. I tell myself that you are worth it, but you aren’t....
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To whom it may concern:
Why is it always so easy to talk to you in my head than in reality? I wish I could just send you these brain waves I have floating around in my head. Maybe then you’d know and understand how I feel. You’re a sweetheart with a beautiful mind. It blindsides me how impressive and wonderful you are. I’m probably making something out of nothing, but I miss you way too easily. This is ridiculous.
Day 2 - Six things you love.
Only 6? Wow. I love so many things! I could easily do 16, or even 60. Well, these aren’t my top 6 in any order of importance, but they came to mind first. Here we go:
My friends & family. You keep me sane! I love you.
The winter season. Maybe because I was born in January?
Applebee’s & Olive Garden. Delicious food! Omnomnom.
Law & Order: SVU. I just fell in love with...
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It’s such an epic fail when people cheat with...
It’s insulting. Cheating is already bad enough, but downgrading too? Dumb!
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To whom it may concern:
I spend most of my nights looking for ways to make you smile. Sometimes I want to scream in your face “No one else gets you like I do, now let’s get the hell out of here.” Sometimes I even wanna tell you to shut up, tell me that you love me, and deal with it. LOL. You’re a good person and I think I’m a good person too. Maybe we just weren’t made for THIS… whatever that is.
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My head is up in the clouds again. I’m going to go out on a limb and say that I would be much better at forming coherent sentences if you weren’t so amazing and funny and sincere and adorable. I don’t even think you notice my awkwardness, so that’s a relief.
I can’t write you a poem. I can’t sing you a song. I can’t draw you a picture. I can’t even tell you that I think you’re the best,...
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To whom it may concern:
Why is it always so easy to talk to you in my head than in reality? I wish I could just send you these brain waves I have floating around in my head. Maybe then you’d know and understand how I feel. You’re a sweetheart with a beautiful mind. It blindsides me how impressive and wonderful you are. I’m probably making something out of nothing, but I miss you way too easily. This is ridiculous.
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To whom it may concern:
I spend most of my nights looking for ways to make you smile. Sometimes I want to scream in your face “No one else gets you like I do, now let’s get the hell out of here.” Sometimes I even wanna tell you to shut up, tell me that you love me, and deal with it. LOL. You’re a good person and I think I’m a good person too. Maybe we just weren’t made for THIS… whatever that is.